Wat the Hell la wey!!!

I want to kill myself,I hate this life of mine,It's not good at ol,I dun get 2 go anywhere,I can't talk 2 boys,anything to do with a guy,ppl will say I couple wit them,Wat the hell Man!If I do something good oso wrong,I dun understand my life....I dun understand my self actually!I get angry so damn fast,Wat ever my G'ma say sounds very annoying to me nowdays..I dunno why,I feel as though I hate her so much,I do respect her alot,but I dunno why Myself nowdays la.I think I'm getting bad to worst.Ok la I dunno wat 2 say about it ady la..bye!!!!!!