Wat the Hell la wey!!!

I want to kill myself,I hate this life of mine,It's not good at ol,I dun get 2 go anywhere,I can't talk 2 boys,anything to do with a guy,ppl will say I couple wit them,Wat the hell Man!If I do something good oso wrong,I dun understand my life....I dun understand my self actually!I get angry so damn fast,Wat ever my G'ma say sounds very annoying to me nowdays..I dunno why,I feel as though I hate her so much,I do respect her alot,but I dunno why Myself nowdays la.I think I'm getting bad to worst.Ok la I dunno wat 2 say about it ady la..bye!!!!!!

Love Lost but now found!!!!

Then Mr.R started to act strange.....Hey I forgot to tell yall something.One day I told my aunt bout this lil secret..That was a damn bad idea..She blew it up to my G'ma..My gosh!!!!!!!!!She even called him...Praise the Lord he told my aunt we broke up alresdy...So that was how my relationship ended with him for awhile la...Then he found me on facebook this year he added me...N he even tackled me...And so as weak as I am I fell back to his arms,and we were so called in love again...Then one day as normaal I calle dhim he said he got no top up to call me back,he'll call me bak later,he never did..Then the next day I called him again he said he'll call me back later..He did'nt call back either.Then the next day I called him he offed his phone..WTF!!!!!I kepy calling and all I heardw as the number that you dial is unavailable or sorry please try later...So i was very down..I seek advice from my dad and close friend's they say He was just messing around with me.....I was very heart broken..So now in my mind he is not in my heart anymore..And you know what is the best thing bout this..I'm single again and free..I love you GOD!!!!!!I hate you Mr.R...U stole my heart in a glance.and broke it in seconds!!!!!This is a lesson learned 4 me..But thanks for the sweet memories MR.R!!!!!!!Bye bye Baby!!!!!!

Love Lost but now found!

Hey..Yall I'm back.
So where was I....Owh ya.....
So I called him....
My gosh he can ask me who am I??
I oso talk roughly la..He asked me to call him ,he can ask who is this..How idiotic..I said "budak dari stadium la"..He told his frenz wey savadi sarake calling la...My gosh......So there was where I and Mr.R started dating..I don't even remember his face my gosh..What was I thinking!!!!!! I don't even know him..But I tell you guys got talent in melting a girls heart and also breaking it to pieces..
He always said I LOVE YOU, I MISS YOU and all the other insane stuff guys would say to theis GF's la...That really meltad me.....Owh 1 more thing he sang me a song from Vanaam..'evandhi unaa pethan'..Owh my gosh,that song always replays in my head...That was how I fell in love with him..And some of the sweet memories la..No need to know others..If you just wanna know..We talk on the phone for hours ..Yes you got that right...